It rained. Queen's unhappy.

I fell asleep at 5am+ last night. To my surprise, i woke up at 10am but i was reluctant to get out of bed. I was rolling on my bed until 2pm+. 


In between, it rained.

I wouldn't say that this is a very good week. Nothing's going fine. At work, so much choices to make. You have to be at the call of others, that's the difference between working for others and self employed. Perhaps i'm too used to self employment life hence the adaptability isn't very smooth.

I'll never get this emotional shit thing out of me. Always allowing the emotions to rule me in and out. How many times have this been repeating? I don't know, i don't wanna count too.

Taking me for granted, not putting me in priority, what else? Tell me something new please. I'm so sick of this vicious cycle yet i'm not doing anything to it. Just let me rant. Because whenever i wanna let go, i think of the reason why i'm still holding on. 

But you never understand me. I thought i'm the most careless person on earth, you're worse. Maybe you're not but it's so hard to hold a relationship with you. It's just so tiring.

I miss you so much. I'll be always waiting for you to reach home be it you're sober or not. It's draining me because i have to work the next day, do you even realize that? But i still waited for you.

Anyway, just let me rant for today. It's such a gloomy day and the weather is as bad as my mood. I was pretty bored at home. Besides clearing my room and table, i practiced a lil' on my guitar. But because my attention is so short that i started to play around with my phone after 30mins on my guitar and i started my infamous 自拍! 

HAHAHAHAHA!! Okay, now i feel much better after ranting. It's like 10:30pm soon, i think i'm gonna go for a jog downstairs. 

Laters.

xoxo,

Queen

拜金女王

I was watching this lately. This drama came out last year june, i know i'm very slow! ANYWAY, this show is gooooood! Erm, what show are we talking about? No idea? Alright..

Material Queen

Firstly, they brought the cast all the way to Paris for filming & they had Patricia Field, stylist for The Devil Wears Prada, Sex & The City, Confessions Of A Shopaholic.. etc. As you can see, the costumes are gonna be the attention of the whole show throughout.

Indeed, i was totally mesmerized by the costumes itself than the characters. Though Vanness Wu is indeed VERY hot, however i just can't take my eyes of those beautiful dresses and accessories! :D

I also wanna be in that dress!

Okay let's get down to the plot. Lynn Xiong, was left in an orphanage by her mother since young. And because of this, since young she already knew what's the best way to survive in a society. No money, no authority, she'll never get it up there. Hence, she vowed to make her way up all the way to the upper society. To make it up there, she made it a point to only date the rich and no one else. Until she met Vanness, whom she thought that he was born with a silver spoon. They fell in love till the moment she found out he's actually a poor student studying in Paris, she left him for all the reasons she had.

I was totally captured by the plot and finished the whole drama within 3 days. Though it's only a short 22 episodes drama, however i really lost my sleep all because of it! *cries*

Okay i really hope Taiwan will come up with more quality dramas like this! Not some 老掉牙 prince-princess story. *yawns*

K, now after this i don't know what drama to watch. Any kind hearted souls would wanna give me some suggestions? Erm, no korean drama please! The rest, i'm still fine. :D

Alright, time for some guitar practice!

Laters.

xoxo,

Queen